After looking at some of my writing I am thinking I will try and add one piece a day, or maybe more. This piece gives a good sense of the experience of no-self and the fear and madness that can ensue when one cannot slow down the mind. Slowing down the mind has been a real struggle for me since I began this journey and is becoming a key to my own sanity really. The mind acts as the self trying to grasp onto something to come back into existence, but it is only a construct of who we think that we are. We are all in fact just one; one entity that continues through life not recognizing the freedom in oneness, wholeness. It is a beautiful thing to access this state and other states of reality that we do not see regularly. This can be done through many different forms of meditation as well as many other avenues, but can take years. As Alex Grey puts it, “These or other related methods may trigger experiences that take the aspirant from a mundane perception of reality, wherein objects seem separate and composed of only material properties, to a view of divine unity with boundless depth of dimension and meaning.” (The Mission of Art).
So next time you experience reality in a new or different way, open your heart, not your mind, and see where the universe leads you. Hopefully you can go back home!
The self has died
Only to give way to a vast energy which can not be described accurately
It penetrates all layers
Cutting into nowhere and everywhere
Unable to come back to the body
Intensity comes through all areas of the vehicle
Gone, gone, beyond gone
This new dimension in which there is no release
Paranoia sets in and I can not handle it
Stepping over anything that will break silence
Fear of all that may be
I can not hide from the essence of this experience
Loss of control
I am overcome with the guilty pleasure
I want to get revenge and leave this body
Release this nothing into nothingness
Where it fucking belongs!
It can no longer be done
There is no solace from the madness
No ground to stand on
Only vast luminous emptiness
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